The preacher man makes my nerves galore history

I am ready and able for I am guided by a force that I have studied and believe in and trust.  This is   my journal  of which I report my observations much in the way the professional journalist report of often with better credentials than what I possess.  But consider my credentials which is very similar to that of a bearded man who wore leather sandals and a robe a very simple attire with which he wore to the office or to his place where he taught to those who he felt could benefit.  Okay consider me a egoistical soul just a loner with few if any friends but  in my heart and soul there is one I know of as explained by Joel Osteen and that friend I cannot mention whenever I went on the air on a  talk show many years ago and I would be immediately cut off it was company policy or political policy known as separation of state and church.  It was forbidden to speak of a God and certainly of Christ almighty for the news on KGO radio would cut me off immediately if I used faith in a  religion.  The veterans know this to be true  the thousands of listeners and I for one one of the  many callers to this radio show.  It was deep within me to bear my soul and be the caller a mark of pride even though I was never paid for being a public speaker after all commenters are never  paid.

As a follower of Joel Osteen I speak of what he inspires millions of his followers and I am one who writes in this report why he has inspires and how or what his sermons mean to me and how I have studied his sermons his  talks or whatever he    speaks about called speech or the spoken word so very important in just   one off the  aspects of communications.  Bill Wattenburg the former physics  professor would tell his young listeners to call in to his show and work on speaking the language and writing it well and in this way we would never go wrong or be without great assets.  This is what I do please no brag but I have the confidence in my ability to express myself through the written and   spoken  word.  If this were to be true then I would be famous by now and not a mere unknown as you all know me to be to you all...right?  The fact  of the matter is that you haven't seen nothing yet but I will.....I can do and my predictions of my accomplishment or success will be apparent you haven't
seen nothing yet.  So why may you ask do I say such nonsense or foolishness when such behavior could be leaving me wide open for failure?   I'm so happy you asked me this question as you all should be dying to know my answer.  Read  on and you will be satisfied and apply my success story to be your very own and then our world well be better off  and then I can finally rest my case and this whole blog  of  mine which to  be truthful has disturbed me bothered me and worried me beyond comprehension.  But not to worry my dear friends I  am in control and I am asking God to help me battle my fight with this dreaded disease so well known through history known as......no I am not giving this disease anymore credit than what it is not worth a dime to me not worth the horrors which ...okay let me make my point it  is  final it is over and Joel  Osteen has preached it to millions of his followers and I will do my best to conquer this dread just as all of humanity as seen in our civilization the many more serious plagues or deadlier disease like cancer long in history a scourge of a civilization which will conquer and defeat it once and for all.  And do I dare strike the  sword deep into the ground and say my disease will if not already in the making be vanquished or is this foe of mine more than I can handle?  I am asking God the father of Jesus Christ who  is the founder of Christianity for help for without doubt the father of Jesus Christ is indeed the power and the almighty
and the creator of the universe,  There is no enemy to God that is more powerful than God so help me God.