PI have no ideal if people know what I know for I am living in isolation a prisoner of my house where I have been living for the past thirty three years. Because I have Parkinson's the systemP namely the DMV says that I need a statement from a neurologist convincing the DMV that I am capable of driving an automobile you see I have moderate Parkinson's which doesn't stop me recently from taking up physical activities in tennis in which I am hitting the ball against my playing partner
in this case my son harder with the desire accuracy and power I desire as I am getting more practice and moving up in skill as I have had a background a long long time ago but was inspired to take up
the tennis racket when I spoke to a tennis player who said he too was in a wheel chair but inspired me to do the same and play ball which I have been doing for the last several months and in addition I so impress a neighbor of mine with this new ten speed bicycle by pedaling straight up all the way up a steep incline two miles long. Can anyone with a drivers license achieve this? And I have taken up basketball and I am running.
Sunday, October 21, 2018
Saturday, October 13, 2018
The Pleasure in My Life
My wife watches me like a hawk. After all she cannot stand to see me spend money foolishly. So what is my point? I am a journal writer a writer of a plain and simple diary but I do cover certain
select news items and so as I have mentioned before many times this diary is more accurately called Journalism Reports because I do write the news with a very interpersonal slant with my own intimate and personal views and for this what I consider an honest approach to story telling or reporting I am regarded as a phony or bogus reporter of false news and by all rights you can believe this because no reputable news media would ever pay me because I have been thought of as the worst of the bad and ugly with a reputation of the lowest slime. I would only tarnish any major corporation with ill gotten
contamination if I were hired by them. I am alone in this world with very few friends if any that trust me yet I can find the time to love life where life loves me. Trust me with what I say and I do say it even though I have seen hell on earth but never have I seem heaven on earth until a more modern televangelist came along to inspire me to see and feel heaven on earth but it doesn't come to me everyday. Even though I have been denied a driver's license due to a bad medical report I find that I can ask God to help me fight this battle even though I think it is quite possible to do it myself....I really don't know....there you see the lack of a sure fire
select news items and so as I have mentioned before many times this diary is more accurately called Journalism Reports because I do write the news with a very interpersonal slant with my own intimate and personal views and for this what I consider an honest approach to story telling or reporting I am regarded as a phony or bogus reporter of false news and by all rights you can believe this because no reputable news media would ever pay me because I have been thought of as the worst of the bad and ugly with a reputation of the lowest slime. I would only tarnish any major corporation with ill gotten
contamination if I were hired by them. I am alone in this world with very few friends if any that trust me yet I can find the time to love life where life loves me. Trust me with what I say and I do say it even though I have seen hell on earth but never have I seem heaven on earth until a more modern televangelist came along to inspire me to see and feel heaven on earth but it doesn't come to me everyday. Even though I have been denied a driver's license due to a bad medical report I find that I can ask God to help me fight this battle even though I think it is quite possible to do it myself....I really don't know....there you see the lack of a sure fire
Friday, September 14, 2018
Restoring my Energy
For some unknown reason it pays to sleep it off taking whatever medication to allow me to restore, rest and or recover my energy so that I may be activated rather than drained of my power to be active and feel normal or good or whatever it takes to regain my senses. I need several days of complete rest to be productive a common sense logic which we can overlook. This can make world of a difference in the quality of my mind thoughts and the consideration I require to be kind in control towards all other. Joel Osteen demands this. This is cool and please note this journal is written in an informal manner not to be confused as a mainstream professional journal.
Thursday, August 23, 2018
The preacher man makes my nerves galore history
I am ready and able for I am guided by a force that I have studied and believe in and trust. This is my journal of which I report my observations much in the way the professional journalist report of often with better credentials than what I possess. But consider my credentials which is very similar to that of a bearded man who wore leather sandals and a robe a very simple attire with which he wore to the office or to his place where he taught to those who he felt could benefit. Okay consider me a egoistical soul just a loner with few if any friends but in my heart and soul there is one I know of as explained by Joel Osteen and that friend I cannot mention whenever I went on the air on a talk show many years ago and I would be immediately cut off it was company policy or political policy known as separation of state and church. It was forbidden to speak of a God and certainly of Christ almighty for the news on KGO radio would cut me off immediately if I used faith in a religion. The veterans know this to be true the thousands of listeners and I for one one of the many callers to this radio show. It was deep within me to bear my soul and be the caller a mark of pride even though I was never paid for being a public speaker after all commenters are never paid.
As a follower of Joel Osteen I speak of what he inspires millions of his followers and I am one who writes in this report why he has inspires and how or what his sermons mean to me and how I have studied his sermons his talks or whatever he speaks about called speech or the spoken word so very important in just one off the aspects of communications. Bill Wattenburg the former physics professor would tell his young listeners to call in to his show and work on speaking the language and writing it well and in this way we would never go wrong or be without great assets. This is what I do please no brag but I have the confidence in my ability to express myself through the written and spoken word. If this were to be true then I would be famous by now and not a mere unknown as you all know me to be to you all...right? The fact of the matter is that you haven't seen nothing yet but I will.....I can do and my predictions of my accomplishment or success will be apparent you haven't
seen nothing yet. So why may you ask do I say such nonsense or foolishness when such behavior could be leaving me wide open for failure? I'm so happy you asked me this question as you all should be dying to know my answer. Read on and you will be satisfied and apply my success story to be your very own and then our world well be better off and then I can finally rest my case and this whole blog of mine which to be truthful has disturbed me bothered me and worried me beyond comprehension. But not to worry my dear friends I am in control and I am asking God to help me battle my fight with this dreaded disease so well known through history known as......no I am not giving this disease anymore credit than what it is not worth a dime to me not worth the horrors which ...okay let me make my point it is final it is over and Joel Osteen has preached it to millions of his followers and I will do my best to conquer this dread just as all of humanity as seen in our civilization the many more serious plagues or deadlier disease like cancer long in history a scourge of a civilization which will conquer and defeat it once and for all. And do I dare strike the sword deep into the ground and say my disease will if not already in the making be vanquished or is this foe of mine more than I can handle? I am asking God the father of Jesus Christ who is the founder of Christianity for help for without doubt the father of Jesus Christ is indeed the power and the almighty
and the creator of the universe, There is no enemy to God that is more powerful than God so help me God.
Monday, July 30, 2018
God has blessed me It is in the news
I have violated probably every protocol there is in the profession of Journalism and why am I regarded as the great imposter of the professional field of Journalism? Yes I am a victim of discrimination there should be no doubt about it as it is not purely a delusion of my mind. I am not psychotic....or wait a minute yes I am but the most important factor in my regards to being in control is the way I write and my reporting and then John Q Public can and will determine whether I am clinically insane and made to be apprehended as a mentally deficient as a threat to the public. I am not far from being labelled as that and even I can ascertain my plight my situation or circumstances as being within the confines a hair away from being a real psychotic or from that of being a genuine
genius. In my opinion I have fallen closer to being that of insignificance than to that of a man of importance or fame. But never fear me as as I have said many times over in my youth do not fear me as I am here and that goes for my sister Aileen Ah-Tye Davidson my life long friend and loving sister since I was born and have her automatically intwined with the love and the confusion with life. She was always there for me every since I was born and she will always be here for me as everyone else will be for my sisters can do me no wrong. Right or wrong I will hold them dear to my heart and ask God to forgive them right or wrong for they know not what they do. We are all mortals and we have all sinners including myself. The only one exempt from being a sinner is Jesus Christ. Now what am I saying? As a mere mortal how could I possibly emulate the very thoughts of Jesus Christ the greatest fame speaker and teacher and founder of Christianity. I am a masterpiece and creation of God and there is purpose for me being here on earth as there is in heaven. Remember it was Christopher DeVincent the most famous artist of all time being he was and is the best known artist who drew a picture of the most famous people of all time? And he drew the picture of the Mona Lisa the most recognizable picture of a woman? It is my will and testament that I be so humbled yet I am proud to announce to the legend living in fame to this day Christopher DeVincent that I am not as well known but in fact little known but I am very grateful that I have produced the most beautiful oil masterpieces of all time of my wife done in oil and presented to my very high achieving sister a graduate of the University Of California at Berkley. Her name is Valerie Fintel Moyle formerly known as Corey name by my dearest Mother who took my my father's last name Ahtye
I presented to her not yet famous but in my mind as great of an oil painting of my mother in which my family my son Christopher and wife had seen in display at this house for years the drawing of what I consider a masterpiece. The reasons for the importance and high value that I assign this oil painting included in my first blog entitled It Never Takes a Genius(a hard to but published blog) by me the published author published by Google. If I say it enough and believe in myself as having the DNA of a latent talent which I do believe at the present and will continue to believe based on the teaching of the great Christian Preacher Joel Osteen and I will and by they way I am already there see the coming if not already my achievements.
genius. In my opinion I have fallen closer to being that of insignificance than to that of a man of importance or fame. But never fear me as as I have said many times over in my youth do not fear me as I am here and that goes for my sister Aileen Ah-Tye Davidson my life long friend and loving sister since I was born and have her automatically intwined with the love and the confusion with life. She was always there for me every since I was born and she will always be here for me as everyone else will be for my sisters can do me no wrong. Right or wrong I will hold them dear to my heart and ask God to forgive them right or wrong for they know not what they do. We are all mortals and we have all sinners including myself. The only one exempt from being a sinner is Jesus Christ. Now what am I saying? As a mere mortal how could I possibly emulate the very thoughts of Jesus Christ the greatest fame speaker and teacher and founder of Christianity. I am a masterpiece and creation of God and there is purpose for me being here on earth as there is in heaven. Remember it was Christopher DeVincent the most famous artist of all time being he was and is the best known artist who drew a picture of the most famous people of all time? And he drew the picture of the Mona Lisa the most recognizable picture of a woman? It is my will and testament that I be so humbled yet I am proud to announce to the legend living in fame to this day Christopher DeVincent that I am not as well known but in fact little known but I am very grateful that I have produced the most beautiful oil masterpieces of all time of my wife done in oil and presented to my very high achieving sister a graduate of the University Of California at Berkley. Her name is Valerie Fintel Moyle formerly known as Corey name by my dearest Mother who took my my father's last name Ahtye
I presented to her not yet famous but in my mind as great of an oil painting of my mother in which my family my son Christopher and wife had seen in display at this house for years the drawing of what I consider a masterpiece. The reasons for the importance and high value that I assign this oil painting included in my first blog entitled It Never Takes a Genius(a hard to but published blog) by me the published author published by Google. If I say it enough and believe in myself as having the DNA of a latent talent which I do believe at the present and will continue to believe based on the teaching of the great Christian Preacher Joel Osteen and I will and by they way I am already there see the coming if not already my achievements.
Sunday, July 22, 2018
Monday, May 14, 2018
Against all odds in winning my privilege to drive and regain my license
It is a losing cause but yet I pursue this activity, But I am letting God enter this battle and why does it have to be a battle now I ask you, I've have so many other important things to do other things I crave much more than doing this like napping or having a sweet young kitty cat in my arms. My mother-in-law gets a very big laugh whenever I kiss my cat on the mouth. It is this obsession with me that I pursue these goals as seemingly remote of me succeeding any time in the short. But in the long run it is difficult to predict the outcome more like the goal changing into something else and just losing the original intent. Life will go on. But still in the peace of the night do I go with the morning anguish into the evening birth of bright glory and rewards of the best and highest kind. I'm making videos and have begun making movies something I never dreamed I would be engaged in but engaged I am and I will yearn with all intensity and purpose the movie making project. I seek out to conquer the world now who says I am enjoying this illusions of the mind?
Tuesday, March 6, 2018
Friday, March 2, 2018
Living Longer In Wonderland
More and more of the population will have the ability to live a longer life than in the past this is a given. Some of us or many of us will know a disability as I have and so I am in wonder as to where I am going I have a sense of knowing where I came from. A high profiled man of fame not too long ago took his life as we all know and loved for his talent and ability to make us laugh a top legendary man of his kind namely Robin Williams a highly known talented comedian that no one could deny the undisputed king of comedy. So what is my point? I am committed to a personal dedication in finding out the demon I have become embattled with perhaps until the rest of my life however long that may be. Obviously you know my fight is with Parkinson's disease not a demon I envision as a youth that I would ever tangle with. But I am engaged in this battle or put it another way I am married to it in all probability until death do I part in this life I know of. Unlike Robin Williams thus far I have reasons to live out my life hopefully in which I might have hope for a future despite in my current life most of it has been lived out already. I could go at any time my time can be marked but then again part of my time when I come alive I am well alive an optimist to be certain while when I am off my medication I am so weakened just like the comic book character Superman a famous
science fiction comic book hero of mine even to this day for it is the krypton the green substance when exposed to it my superman powers have turned my superman abilities into a weakness where my skills to fly have reduced my mobility to a crawl with my hands and knees upon the ground like a drunk. My wild imagination says this krypton is perhaps the suspected toxins from which the suspected weed killer is made of the same sort of chemical which was used in agent orange used in Vietnam to wipe out the vegetation which hid the Viet Long but also was suspected if not in reality the cause of the American soldiers to be sicken. Today in all reality when I'm on my medicines for Parkinson's thanks to the American Medical Association I can function as a near normal and healthy
human that I have a forgotten memory that I even have the disease. And I promise to fly people to the moon thanks to the superman comic books I so avidly read where as now I write of the now reality of flying no longer science fiction. I will tell you about the drones which consumers can now fly. You will not believe me until you see one fly. I have two witnesses I have shown their first time they have seen such a flight responsible people I know well who could not deny what they saw and yes there was no doubt they were impressed. The high cost of this drone was worth the time and expense I went into it even if I never fly it again. But I will.
science fiction comic book hero of mine even to this day for it is the krypton the green substance when exposed to it my superman powers have turned my superman abilities into a weakness where my skills to fly have reduced my mobility to a crawl with my hands and knees upon the ground like a drunk. My wild imagination says this krypton is perhaps the suspected toxins from which the suspected weed killer is made of the same sort of chemical which was used in agent orange used in Vietnam to wipe out the vegetation which hid the Viet Long but also was suspected if not in reality the cause of the American soldiers to be sicken. Today in all reality when I'm on my medicines for Parkinson's thanks to the American Medical Association I can function as a near normal and healthy
human that I have a forgotten memory that I even have the disease. And I promise to fly people to the moon thanks to the superman comic books I so avidly read where as now I write of the now reality of flying no longer science fiction. I will tell you about the drones which consumers can now fly. You will not believe me until you see one fly. I have two witnesses I have shown their first time they have seen such a flight responsible people I know well who could not deny what they saw and yes there was no doubt they were impressed. The high cost of this drone was worth the time and expense I went into it even if I never fly it again. But I will.
Wednesday, February 28, 2018
Doctors Are Not Gods
In my blog or rather this blog I call Journalism Reports was originated from the concept of a diary kind of like comparing it to Diary of Ann Frank the famed diary of a little girl very smart and perceptive as to her existence. She is a maturing girl who has fallen short of womanhood. But I realized my diary was not written by a little girl as you might tell I am not and never was a little girl and I wanted to be a real man and so I wanted sophistication and changed the name of my blog from A Diary of Robert Ah-Tye to a more macho name and so I named by blog Journalism Reports which in truth a journal of events or current events based on my immediate surroundings and I am reporting by observations based on what I learned in high schools and college. I am telling you the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help me God. By the way I was not bred to be a journalist such as what we have seen on the news such as Walter Cronkite or that Cooper news guy what is his name. You know who they are. But I do have experience with professional news talk show hosts formerly KG0 radio 810 San Francisco. I was one of the many talk show callers not paid but was a call in kind of guy to the producer to the phone number 8080 810 and I would give a little sample of what to talk about based on the news talk show host was prepared to talk about. Guys like me were welcome because I loved to talk about the news with hundreds of thousand of people listening to my every word. It is late right now almost three in the morning and I did not take anything as yet to put me to sleep I have insomnia due to Parkinson's among other ailments related to this disease. It never goes away and stays married to you for life except no one wants it to stay. By the way Billy Graham the evangelical preacher died a day or two ago quite the spokesman of Christianity the dominant
man who could speak his peace on Christianity spanning for many decades on end and lived to be around for a long long time every since I could remember passing away at the age of 99. Okay so you may be wondering when I am going to explain the title of this posting for today and what it has to do with doctors and them in my opinion of not being Gods. Read on I will explain more than enough in my next posting I only wanted to lead up to it. And oh yes....this blog and the later postings will explain that I am losing dopamine from my brain and that the doctors will not give me a brain operation even though I submitted to one years ago because I did not pass the psychological testing to be eligible for such a brain operation. You will see my report in this blog and you can determine whether I should or should not operate a car since since November I have had my license suspended. I figured if this happened to me it could happen to anyone else that you since it happened to me could have a doctor examine you for a sprained ankle or a heart murmur or a moderate illness and flash a memo to the DMV that you cannot drive and presto there goes your privilege to drive a car. I'm not finished telling you this story mind you. Read on.
man who could speak his peace on Christianity spanning for many decades on end and lived to be around for a long long time every since I could remember passing away at the age of 99. Okay so you may be wondering when I am going to explain the title of this posting for today and what it has to do with doctors and them in my opinion of not being Gods. Read on I will explain more than enough in my next posting I only wanted to lead up to it. And oh yes....this blog and the later postings will explain that I am losing dopamine from my brain and that the doctors will not give me a brain operation even though I submitted to one years ago because I did not pass the psychological testing to be eligible for such a brain operation. You will see my report in this blog and you can determine whether I should or should not operate a car since since November I have had my license suspended. I figured if this happened to me it could happen to anyone else that you since it happened to me could have a doctor examine you for a sprained ankle or a heart murmur or a moderate illness and flash a memo to the DMV that you cannot drive and presto there goes your privilege to drive a car. I'm not finished telling you this story mind you. Read on.
Wednesday, February 21, 2018
I feel as if I am an alarmist and for good reason. Everyone I contact and not even close friends think I am off the wall or irrelevant. But is it the nerves in me that cry out to run or evacuate for your life as your house right here in River City is about to burn down. California is burning now the largest fire we have had in all the history and there may be no end in sight. I can see things that no other person sees and no this does not make me insane or a man with dementia. But I can and at opportune times have made the most uncanny predictions in writing from my everyday goings on with regular people. Those who have read this blog would agree, I've no time for me to reiterate the past predictions which cane out to be true with very few of others who could make such predictions.
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