Jesus Kept A Diary

Yes Jesus kept a diary how do I know is it because the bible told me so? No the Internet told me so. But I've read it wrong before having been mistaken only to look the fool on the Bill Wattenburg show when I misread a web site thinking the Mona Lisa went up for sale but as smart and informed as he is he corrected me I'm sure that such a painting is in museum. Researchers such as myself can make mistakes. What are your conclusions dear reader did Jesus Christ really keep a diary? I believe he did. Tell me if I am wrong. If so many Christians worship the son of God and he kept a journal then good golly I'm not so strange and laughable and an idiot like my acquaintance/friend called me when I told him a true story. But like Jesus who was crucified I didn't feel so good when my integrity was under attack I confess I'm not the best story teller there is other wise I'd be mentioned in the Wikipedia in depth I'm just a small timer someone as persecuted I say as Ann Frank my people died by the millions in the 1930's up into the second World War but yes this is all behind us now let us get on with our lives let the historians deal with this matter. But there were reasons for the racist slurs hurled toward people of my ethnicity in as much as I thought at times I was just like anybody else a human. If you have read this blog imagine the New York Yankees a dynasty being regarded at one point in their history as being the scum of the earth and you will know what I mean. Let history be known China has done it and they can do it again when I do not know. Some say it is absolutely just around the corner an Asian did much younger and smarter than I am by far he answered my question without hesitation that China will become the number one economic super power of the world. I don't know it has been so long a time that people of my ethnicity have been impoverished that I could never see the light. Am I too far gone?