Against all odds in winning my privilege to drive and regain my license

It is a losing cause but yet I pursue this activity,  But I am letting God enter this battle and why does it have to be  a battle now I ask  you,  I've have so many other important things to do other things I crave much more than doing this like napping or having a sweet young kitty cat in my arms.  My mother-in-law gets a very big laugh whenever I kiss my cat on  the mouth.   It is this obsession with me that I pursue these goals as seemingly remote of me succeeding any time in the short.  But in the long run it is difficult to predict the outcome more like the goal changing into something else and just losing the original intent.   Life will go on.  But   still in the peace of the night do I go with the morning anguish into the evening birth of bright glory and rewards of the best and highest kind.  I'm making videos and have begun making movies something I never dreamed I would be engaged  in but engaged I am and I will yearn with all intensity and   purpose the movie making project.  I seek  out to   conquer the world now who says I am enjoying this illusions of the mind?

Webcam video from January 25, 2015 11:46 PM (UTC)

Living Longer In Wonderland

More and more of the population will have the ability to live a longer life than in the past this is a given.  Some of us or many of us will know a disability as I have and so I am in wonder as to where I am going I have a sense of knowing where I came from.  A high profiled man of fame not too long ago took his life as we all know and loved for his talent and ability to make us laugh a top legendary man of his kind namely Robin Williams a highly known talented comedian that no one could deny the undisputed king of comedy.  So what is my point?  I am committed to a personal dedication in finding out the demon I have become embattled with perhaps until the rest of my life however long that may be.  Obviously you know my fight is with Parkinson's disease not a demon I envision as a youth that I would ever tangle with.  But I am engaged in this battle or put it another way I am married to it in all probability until death do I part in this life I know of.  Unlike Robin Williams thus far I have reasons to live out my life hopefully in which I might have hope for a future despite in my current life most of it has been lived out already.  I could go at any time my time can be marked but then again part of my time when I come alive I am well alive an optimist to be certain while when I am off my medication I am so weakened just like the comic book character Superman a famous
science fiction comic book hero of mine even to this day for it is the krypton the green substance when exposed to it my superman powers have turned my superman abilities into a weakness where my skills to fly have reduced my mobility to a crawl with my hands and knees upon the ground like a drunk.  My wild imagination says this krypton is perhaps the suspected toxins from which the suspected weed killer is made of the same sort of chemical which was used in agent orange used in Vietnam to wipe out the vegetation which hid the Viet Long but also was suspected if not in reality the cause of the American soldiers to be sicken.  Today in all reality when I'm on my medicines for Parkinson's thanks to the American Medical Association I can function as a near normal and healthy
human that I have a forgotten memory that I even have the disease.  And I promise to fly people to the moon thanks to the superman comic books I so avidly read where as now I write of the now reality of flying no longer science fiction.  I will tell you about the drones which consumers can now fly.  You will not believe me until you see one fly.  I have two witnesses I have shown their first time they have seen such a flight responsible people I know well who could not deny what they saw and yes there was no doubt they were impressed.  The high cost of this drone was worth the time and expense I went into it even if I never fly it again.   But I will.

Doctors Are Not Gods

In my blog or rather this blog I call Journalism Reports was originated from the concept of a diary kind of like comparing it to Diary of Ann Frank the famed diary of a little girl very smart and perceptive as to her existence.  She is a maturing girl who has fallen short of womanhood.  But I realized my diary was not written by a little girl as you might tell I am not and never was a little girl and I wanted to be a real man and so I wanted sophistication and changed the name of my blog from A Diary of Robert Ah-Tye to a more macho name and so I named by blog Journalism Reports which in truth a journal of events or current events based on my immediate surroundings and I am reporting by observations based on what I learned in high schools and college.  I am telling you the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help me God.  By the way I was not bred to be a journalist such as what we have seen on the news such as Walter Cronkite or that Cooper news guy what is his name.  You know who they are.  But I do have experience with professional news talk show hosts formerly  KG0 radio 810 San Francisco.  I was one of the many talk show callers not paid but was a call in kind of guy to the producer to the phone number  8080 810 and I would give a little sample of what to talk about based on the news talk show host was prepared to talk about.  Guys like me were welcome because I loved to talk about the news with hundreds of  thousand of people listening to my every word.  It is late right now almost three in the morning and I did not take anything as yet to put me to sleep I have insomnia due to Parkinson's among other ailments related to this disease.  It never goes away and stays married to you for life except no one wants it to stay.  By the way Billy Graham the evangelical preacher died a day or two ago quite the spokesman of Christianity the dominant
man who could speak his peace on Christianity spanning for many decades on end and lived to be around for a long long time every since I could remember passing away at the age of 99.  Okay so you may be wondering when I am going to explain the title of this posting for today and what it has to do with doctors and them in my opinion of not being Gods.  Read on I will explain more than enough in my next posting I only wanted to lead up to it.  And oh yes....this blog and the later postings will explain that  I am losing dopamine from my brain and that the doctors will not give me a brain operation even though I submitted to one years ago because I did not pass the psychological testing to be eligible for such a brain operation.  You will see my report in this blog and you can determine whether I should or should not operate a car since since November I have had my license suspended. I figured if this happened to me it could happen to anyone else that you since it happened to me could have a doctor examine you for a sprained ankle or a heart murmur or a moderate illness and flash a memo to the DMV that you cannot drive and presto there goes your privilege to drive a car.  I'm not finished telling you this story mind you.  Read on.

China successfully tests EM Drive in space?! EM Drive

I feel as if I am an alarmist and for good reason.  Everyone I contact and not even close friends think I am off the wall or irrelevant.  But is it the nerves in  me that cry out to run or evacuate for your life as your house right here in River City is about to burn down.  California is     burning now the largest fire we have had in all the history and there may be no end in sight. I can see things  that no other person sees and no   this does not make me insane or a man with dementia.  But I can and at opportune times have made the most uncanny  predictions in writing from my everyday goings on with regular people.  Those who have read this blog would agree,  I've no time for me to reiterate the past predictions which cane out to be true with very few of others who could make such predictions.