The Purpose Of This Journal

The purpose of this journal is for me to report on various news items or subjects relevant to what is being reported by professional journalist some of whom I have worked with on a volunteered basis without payment. It is true that the Asian people and that included myself have suffered so much humiliation and degradation in the past that no broadcasting organization would have an Asian male represent that news station. They would drop in ratings because the background of Asian people in or around the second world war lagged behind the major industrial powers of the world particularly the European powers. To put it bluntly it was white rule. I look like an Asian because I am an Asian but I am an expert in impersonating a Caucasian person because of the decades of residing in America and I was given the chance to be among Caucasians and learn the American English language first hand. When my father was alive from 1912 to 2001 he resided and also was born in America born in the city of Stockton. I say with humor I can impersonate a blond hair racist Caucasian on the radio without makeup because I've been on the radio masking my horrid true identity of having ties with the "Oriental" race. China is a nation with a very large population and at the time of my father's life a very poor nation relative to the industrial powers. Why should the industrialized nations so rich and powerful due to their good fortune of living a time of wealth due to the industrialization share with a country immensely poor and starving after all Caucasian people had to take care of their own. Why should the white people have to support the rest of the world when they the people of color did nothing to further themselves? The color assigned to Asian people unfortunately is yellow for Asian and white for Caucasians and black mainly for people who originated from Africa. By the way the yellow race is a term repugnant to me for obvious reasons. From now on it shall be the golden people. I've been told by the way I suffer from illusions of grandeur more than once. Well how dare I be accused of suffering from illusions of grandeur when I am a person living a grand life of illusions. If only I can fool a few more people into believing I am very important! Realizing that it is my duty to become accountable to my world of reality than living a life of make believe I say of course I am not an authority and I challenge anyone to question what I say. I could be totally way off the mark you must correct me if I am wrong. I never did figure out the proper settings for the mechanics of setting up a good blog although constantly search for ways of you my reader to provide an input. I shall learn in due time. Stay ready for reports on what I will learn on drones for they fly with me and I will fly them and live out dreams when I was very very young with my favorite comic book and television show "Superman" I live a life as though I live a life as an American but one of my neighbors does not know how to categorize me. Am I Chinese or an American? I do not know any more than my neighbor who by the way is black with some Indian blood a good neighbor for over thirty years. I know where he lives!

The Greatest of All Women Athletes

I do not pretend to know nothing about tennis. The question I did have as a talk show caller was for the famed talk show speaker/guest on the Ronn Owens show some years back. The star guest speaker was Andre Agassi and it was my pleasure to ask him a question. His comment to my question stated that he did not see an influx of many people of color other than white athletes into the pro circuit of tennis where the highest level of tennis is dominated by people of the Caucasian race and the reason is that tennis technique and trade secrets of the game is limited to the privilege Caucasian race or the dominate race who have the privilege to gain access to the private tennis clubs. Let us make no doubt about it such club membership require wealth just to join. People of color or non whites simply do not have the money. But as talk show host Ronn Owens indicated what was the Serena and Williams sisters doing at the time my question was being posed? They were dominating in the woman's tennis division headed and coached by their father. Having experience as a small time tennis tournament and former captain of my tennis team for a great high school such as Oakland Technical High School I would have to say the Serena and Williams sister are an exception to the rule. Now what I am saying is nothing new. The Williams sisters have dominated in tennis as equally well as has Oprah Winfrey has as a talk show host and don't tell me I know nothing about talk show hosts. From time to time on occasions I have had to deal with these people on the air and discuss my perspectives on a given subject of discussion be it in agreement with such professional talk show hosts or in disagreement. Put it mildly Serena Williams has clearly defied the color barrier to dominate in the class of the sport world of tennis. There may be others to follow simply put we saw Jackie Robinson broke the color barrier in baseball but will tennis be broken any time soon? If it takes a certain amount of great wealth to produce a top flight tennis player then doesn't it appear that a nation exercising great power and economic wealth would be in contention of producing this exactly recipe. Just because the New York Yankees did't reach the World Series each and every year of their play in baseball does not mean that they are through.

True Talent

I'm experienced at talk shows and have remained on occasions a talk show radio caller to the talk show hosts when they call for us to make a showing. Does it take talent to call in as a talk show caller to a talk show host? Absolutely not it does not and this is precisely what such radio stations want from the general public a lone talk show caller who can speak with any sort of an intelligence but not with talent. I think I have and can do this. If I can do so anyone can do so. I don't have any bragging rights but I do see within this crystal ball quite possibly the light to the end of a tunnel. The rumor is that the nation of China just might be seeing a dynasty like it had once before and it might if not already be the number one economic super power in the world but I cannot and will not say any louder least my world around me will come crashing down as it has done so many times when I dream of winning the lottery only for me to realize I'm merely dreaming. Those dreams are nice but then again I don't like being taken for a fool. April's Fool's Day is a good day for God to play that trick on me and I say go ahead play it. On my right hand I can count the famous or not so famous Chinese or Asians. We all know who they are. Make room for one more and I didn't know whether it would happen. In my mind and in the minds of millions there is no Chinese that has the ability or the talent to be a true famous person without dispute. Let me please make an opinion. The new kid on the block has been around for years and I just discovered her. The time will come for me to get my head from out of the sand or at least from out of the skies and stop bragging about my therapy and how great kite flying is which is healing the many wounds sustained from getting the ego of myself beat out of me in chess. It is very hard for me to lose to a human in chess I am a sore loser. Without further ado let me speak of my new found talent who perhaps few of you ever heard of but she is Chinese born in Beijing China and speaks English like an American can. Her name is Yuja Wang and is a classical pianist and she is so red hot on my list in her ability and talent in producing music when she plays the piano that my humiliation in being born Chinese is like it never happened.

When A Writer Reveals A Personal Aspect

Some personal aspects of a writer is most difficult to conceal. For instance revealing my ethnicity was never a point I wanted to reveal but there I was on the air on the radio speaking about issues of the day's events involving racial differences and civil rights of the American people a very big subject of discussion nowadays in the news and to put it mildly we cannot escape this topic of discussion. The biggest act of violence in this country of America involved the American people in a civil war where the fatality rate was the largest of all American wars a time when my great grandfather came to this golden state of opportunity not so much to fight in that civil war but to mine for gold in the California Gold Rush Era. Sorry I am evading the main topic I wished to present and that is the story I rarely speak about to anybody because it is a very personal story of just another life no one should care about. To cut to the chase mind you is that when I was a baby I was attacked and mutilated and I lived through all my childhood with a mutilated nose not to mention my ethnicity which was under attack by many American citizens because as a race of people trying to make a living in America we were known as the Chinese originating from a huge country namely China then a poor and very impoverished nation receiving economic aid from America. It was a third world country living in the dark ages where it was far removed from the Industrialization already enjoyed in the good old USA and I was a target in America like my father was where people we didn't even know would hurl stones and derogatory words at us when we least expected such an attack. My mother herself attacked me and left my nose mutilated and it took me some fifty years later to uncover the cover up but I found the truth from a relative who stated he was there at the time of the attack. It was his assumption that I had known who attacked me but I was totally ignorant that it was my own mother who did this to me. Can I assume now that I ruined my mother's chances to ever consider running for a serious political office because I write and say the truth so help me God? After all it was Norman Mailer the man I spoke to over the air on the Ronn Owens show about his books which had made him one of the most foremost and famous writers of all time but his chances he admitted were ruined when he admitted he stabbed his wife in the breasts with a pen knife. What then were his chances of running successfully for the Presidency of The United States of America? I do believe in separation from the church and state but this I do say about my mother she did not know what she was doing as Jesus said on the cross to his father that he should forgive his tormentors for they know not what they do. Again I do not pretend to be a professional writer I only write blogs and write ads sometimes when I want to sell my car. To date no one has paid me to write anything and thus far this is my choice.